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Sunday, September 13, 2009

Sassle Update!

I want to start by thanking all of you who have checked up on me. I'm fine, really I am. I've put on weight, see the association? I stopped blogging I started gaining, imagine if that was the solution, I think it is because this blog makes me accountable when I'm not accountable well the results are there. Another thing this blog does it gives me the opportunity to vent about my feelings. Feelings of failure, feelings of disgust towards myself, feelings of confusion as to how with all that I know did I allow myself to get back up to 258 pounds!!!

As I write this I already feel better, I'm amongst friends, I can share my thoughts and feelings towards weight loss and know that I'm not alone. So why did I leave? I work long hours, summer brought me out of doors and life happened, all the while knowing Sassle was being neglected but knew deep down inside I would go back to her because she is my alter ego.

I turned 44 years old 2.5 weeks ago, it was a wonderful birthday, I had managed up until last week to maintain 248 lbs no matter what I did then suddenly I passed the 250 then the 255 and well I'm 258 who knows if this keeps up when I'll hit 260 and up.

So I'm back, I need to be back, I need to come back to this blog where I feel most at home. I have lots to share, lots to tell but that will take some time. I missed reading your blogs, seeing how your lives, successes and struggles are going. I"ll catch up and keep you posted on a regular basis.

Thanks for caring, thanks for stopping by! I missed you all!

Sassle :)


Shelley said...

Welcome back, Miss Sassle, and Happy Belated Birthday to you!!! Glad you've returned...now to refocus on yourself!

spunkysuzi said...

Glad you're back!!

Mrs. Sheila said...

Glad to hear your doing well. Happy birthday 2.5 weeks late!

My 3 Month Challenge said...

We missed you!! You can definitely share anything and everything with us!

I am dealing with some setbacks too, but hang in there! Don't get discouraged! Take it one step at a time, you will be fine!!

MizFit said...

welcome home.
we missed your posts and I know that Im so excited to cheer you onward.
we women 40+ need to support each other!!


Kristin H. said...

Hi Sassie. Thank you for stopping by to say hi. I love meeting new people so please don't be a stranger :)


Chef Eureka said...

Hi, it's nice to meet you!

Brian, the old man said...

Happy Birthday! We all slip from time to time and knowing what you must do to regain control is half the battle. Now stay focused and I am sure you will get back on track. Have faith in yourself. You CAN and WILL do it!

Mama Bear June said...

Welcome back. Hope you had a wonderful birthday!
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